Trying to stay motivated

Well, I'm still here at work (well, obviously, not at work since I'm blogging), and starting to put actual Q notations in my script. Gonna be a lot of them. My aim is to have a written Cue list for the (new and improved) SM for the Tuesday night rehearsal on stage. But as usual, my motivation is low. I took the work home to try working there, but no dice. Yesterday was shopping day, and, as usual, Wife and I got into a big fight over money. We recently got a check from my father so that we could go out for a weekend away. A mini-vacation, since we didn't get one this summer. Wife is all for blowing that idea away and just spending it on whatever we need, like lots of treats at the store, and christmas gifts, etc. She is doing better, and is probably able to DO a weekend away at a B&B or something, provided they have a chair for her to sleep in, but she seems not willing to even try. So yesterday was a long day, with loooong silences, punctuated by brief bouts of shouting.
Today I'm hiding at work. I'm also probably going to go out darting again, and have a beer before I go home. It seems that everybody else worked here yesterday, because I'm quite alone here today. I was briefly disturbed by our custodian who came in to use the phone, but that was only briefly. I don't mind though, I love the silence. Well, almost silence. There are LOTS of odd thumps, creaks, and footstep noises in this old building. I can get a lot more work done in the quiet of the empty theater. Provided I can keep my mind from wandering to other topics.
Provided I can stay off the Internet!