A dilemma

I'm now pretty sure that S doesn't know about my blog. She's made some offhand comments that, if she knows about this blog, she probably wouldn't make. I think it's probably for the best, since I end up talking about her quite a bit here now, she being one of the few people I enjoy hanging out with outside work. The source of so much joy and frustration. She also has a blog (was actually my introduction to Blogger.com and all my friends blogs were linked off of hers), but was inactive for a long time. She's back now, posting a lot of photos, and not much about her or her life, or thoughts. She's also restricted her comments to only her oldest blogging friends. Not being able to comment on her blog entries got me thinking (you know THAT's dangerous). I don't allow her to comment (even see) my blog, why should it bother me that I can't comment on hers? I hate hypocrisy, and I hate it especially in myself. I guess the way to avoid that is to stop going to her blog. It won't be an easy thing to do, I love peering into peoples lives. Yes, call me a voyeur. But, hey, if I can stop (or almost stop) drinking, I can do this. Right?
The other option is to let her know about my blog. Gotta think about that. I don't know how she'd feel about knowing my innermost thoughts and feelings. I don't think she wants to be THAT close to me.